Memories... Shattered...

As the cups feel empty I find myself looking nowhere, once we were one, now we are not. And so the night fades into day light... And it comes to be that you are not here, and I hate myself for missing you. Once we were close no matter how far...

Now winter is coming, and I find us to be apart even in the cold night, just what never had happened before because winter had always been ours.

I love you, I hate you... And as my rage grows I ponder my wrath over my evil dark self at the verge of destruction... Or greatness...

I have cried for you, I would have bled to make you happy, I would have died for you... But you would not for me...

México was you... I dreamed with you laying sleep by my side... I dreamed with the most beautiful children... As beautiful as you... Now I find myself looking at the guns direction with a big wide grin, trying to buy my way into heaven with good dids for I know my soul is tainted because I will not bow, I will not call, and with god as my witness I shall not kneel again begging for you to love me...

I am slipping away as the waltz fades into darkness, for you... my light... Have abandoned me.

Good night my love.